DrErness's Xanga

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Thu, 04 May 2006 21:35:13 GMT

heylooo
it's jasmine
and i'm mucho bored
and i'm updating for victor.
leave him mad props
=)

[today is his 700th day using this xanga]

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 03:14:39 GMT

UPDATE TIME!!! lol, wow i havent updated in a while. probably cause ive upgraded to myspace xD anyways, today was jasmine's bday party at united skates, that was fun =) but ive never seen so many damn white ppl in one freaking place. and they need to move faster, fricking fuckers, i almost crashed into them like 5 times. anyways, jasmine, natalie, kristine, kristina, lishen, lania, cristina, jenny(boat), and jay were there. i caked jasmine =) hehe. we also took sticker pics, which i now hav on my phone holster. after we left united skates, jasmine, cristina, and jenny went home and the rest of us went to 162nd, where we hung around lishens place, except jay who went to arnolds bday party lol. then derek came and i played football for a bit with a bunch of ppl, kristine and lania went home, then we went to lishens for a bit and then we walked natalie to her bus stop at around 6:30. then i went back to arnold's place for a bit and we played football for a couple hours lol. i ended up getting home at around 10:40. fun day tho =) lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE AND ARNOLD!!!

hm... im gonna steal alex's idea and do the name thing too =D leave ur name in ur comment and ill write sumthing about u in my next post =)

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

Monday, February 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:25:37 GMT

Bleh. midwinter break. nothing much to do, so i sit on my ass all day lol. so to update u ppl on my life, im not sure where im going for high school yet =P it's between Bronx Sci and St Francis. only problem with bx sci is im afraid of getting beat up and none of my friends are going. anyway, friday was an 11 o clock dismissal, so i went to the arcade in whitestone with chris, derek, johnny, and john. stayed there for a while, ate, then went back and played games for a while. we left at around 4:20, got back at around 4 or 5. we chilled at johns house for a bit not doing much but hanging around, then derek with his dumbass broke johns banister. we tried fixing it, but it didnt work. his dad found out about it after we left, and he wasnt mad so its all good i guess lol. johnny and chris left his house around 5:30 or 6 i think, and derek and i left at like 7:30 after trying to fix his banister. then saturday, i went out to chinatown for an ortho appointment, and i hung out with chris (not the one from friday) for a couple hours before the appointment, then i went home at around 5. then my sister, brother, couple of their friends, and my cousin jacki were over at my house to celebrate jacki's bday which is today. we celebrated it yesterday because my sister had to go back to stony today. anyway, i had cake =D i went to sleep at 5 am then woke up today at 3 pm, lol. well, tahts about it

HAPPY BDAY JACKI! =)

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 19:24:19 GMT

today was fun. skating trip =) i spent most of my time there skating (derf) and other times i getting powerade xP im getting alot better at skating and this was only my second time using blades haha. skated with 13 ppl =P by the end of the trip i was sweating like crazy lol. i havent sweat so much since like last summer. anyway, after that we went back to skool and just hung around for the rest of the day. the bus rides were fun too lol. at the end of the day, we got our specialized high school results. i got 534 on the test and got into Bronx Science, and for the public skools i got into Townshend Harris. i wanted to get into Stuy tho =/ bleh.

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 02:59:08 GMT

Got my graduation pictures today =D they turned out better than i expected them to be. there were 3, one with the cap on, one with me holding the cap, and one without the cap at all. i like the one with out the cap at all the best, its the only one where im not smiling xP but it looks good.

anyways, in other news. next week is catholic skools week. fun fun then the skating trip is gonna be on wednesday, whoo! last one for us eighth graders T_T so sad, so sad. anyways, thats about it i think. just felt like posting since i was massively bored xD

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 00:22:36 GMT

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Hope everyone gets a lot of money =D

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

[ e d i t ]
by jazzie

our family is hot
and freakin' gianormous
and we're missing people
..
but we're cooler than you
AND WHAT BITCHES!?
=]
haha. jayy kayy. but we're still awesome & hotter

Friday, January 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 21:17:20 GMT

WHOOO!!! Just got my acceptance letters for high school, and I got into Molloy, Holy Cross, and St. Francis, all of my choices =D I also got a FULL scholarship to St. Francis!! WOOOOOOOOOOT.

Yeah, I'm awesome. Be jealous.

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 22:20:14 GMT

guess who's baaaaaaaaaaack?
hehe
5TH XANGA. what whaaat.
;p
if you haven't guessed who i am by now..
you're mad slow
lmao
=)

are you ready, everybody?!
it's
..
"the chandler"

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 01:54:06 GMT

This happens every time. Why do I even try? What's the point if I know it's just going to happen again? No matter what, everytime I try I end up getting hurt, and often hurting them too. I just hate myself for this. It's impossible. I'm beginning to believe that I'm incapable of love. And maybe I am. But I'm 13, what do I know, right? God, I hate this. Why do I torture the ones who care about me this way? I try and I try, but it always ends up fake. FAKE. There's just something wrong with me. Over and over, the same thing again and again. I try to make it go away, I try to hold it all in, but each and every time I fail. It's all my fault. I know that everytime it starts that this will happen, but I keep going anyway thinking maybe this time will be different. Well, now I know better. It WON'T be different this time. Or next time. Or anytime after that. I can't do it, there's obviously something mentally or physically wrong with me, I just can't have a real love. I try to hold back the tears, try to prevent anyone from knowing that there's something wrong and I try to put on a fake smile each day to trick my family and friends so they don't think anything is wrong. I should just hide away all my emotions and just lock them away. And I think they were right. Girls are the worst thing for me at the moment. I shouldn't try to get involved with someone, cause I'll just end up getting hurt or end up hurting them. It's all fake for me. Love isn't real with me. God, I just wish sometimes that it would all go away... I've hurt so many on my way to this realization.. and to all of those people...

I'm soo sorry....

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 01:55:35 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!

I can't believe this year is coming to an end. These past two years have been so awesome. I met a lot of new friends and I'm glad I got the chance to, cause they've all become really important to me. It's almost 2006! That means I'm graduating soon! I'm really gonna miss St. Nicks, and I hope that I stay in contact with all of you guys after we graduate. I'm really gonna miss 2005, lol, it was soo fun.

And again, Happy New Year, everyone

~Can't Beat the ErneSs~